“I CAN’T TAKE CARE OF BOTH” — ABANDONED WOMAN OFFERS ONE OF THE TWINS TO THE MILLIONAIRE… BUT…

Tomas left the law firm after ten o’clock at night, his head still full of contracts and unanswered emails. The February air hit his face as soon as he stepped out of the building and, as always, he walked to the same spot in the parking lot where he left his car every day. It was a routine as automatic as breathing: work, car, spotless apartment in Polanco, quick dinner, checking pending tasks, sleep. Nothing deviated from the script.

That night, however, something broke the silence of the empty street. First, there was a muffled cry, almost lost in the distant noise of the city. Then another, sharper, more insistent. Tomás frowned and looked around. Under the lamppost, leaning against it as if she could barely stand, was a woman in a coat too thin for the cold, holding two babies, one on each side.

The children wept with a desperation that felt almost physical, as if the air itself trembled with each sob. The woman was trembling all over. When she saw Tomás, she looked up as if she were seeing her last chance.

—Please… —her voice broke—. Take one.

Tomás stopped dead in his tracks. He thought he had misheard.

-Sorry?

“I can’t take care of both of them,” she repeated, her eyes glistening with tears. “I have nowhere to live, I have no money, I have nothing. If I keep them both… they’ll die with me.”

At that hour, the street was practically deserted. There were no witnesses, no sound of cars, no one else around. Just that yellowed lamppost, a tired lawyer with a briefcase in his hand, and a woman on the verge of collapse holding two tiny lives.

—Ma’am, I… this doesn’t make sense. There are institutions, the DIF, shelters… —Tomás stammered.

“I already went,” she interrupted, with a bitter laugh. “They told me to wait my turn, to fill out forms. My children can’t wait. They’re hungry, they’re sick.”

He moved the babies a little closer. They were tiny, only a few months old, with pale skin, wide-open eyes, and tears streaming down their faces. One of them was coughing, a wet, nasty cough that made Tomás feel a knot in his chest.

“I’ll seek help tomorrow, I…” he tried to say.

“Tomorrow may be too late,” she whispered. “You’re a good person. I saw you a few weeks ago in the park. You helped a lost child. No one stopped, only you. I thought… I thought maybe you could help one of my children, too.”

Tomás vaguely remembered a disoriented boy of about five, crying by a swing set. He had stayed with him until the mother appeared. It hadn’t been anything extraordinary, he thought now. Anyone with a shred of humanity would have done the same.

“That doesn’t mean I’m ready for… this,” he said, looking at the babies. “I don’t know anything about kids. I don’t even have any nephews.”

“I didn’t know either,” the woman said, her jaw clenched. “You learn. But I can’t learn anymore. Choose one.”

She stretched out her arms toward him. Tomás felt his heart race. The situation was so absurd that part of his brain wanted to believe it was a cruel joke, a hidden camera prank, something. But the woman’s eyes didn’t lie: they were filled with fear, shame, and a desperation that was anything but theatrical.

“She’s crazy,” he muttered without thinking.

“Yes,” she agreed. “I’m desperate.”

The babies’ cries grew louder, as if in response to those words. One of them shivered; the cold wind pierced the thin fabric of his little clothes.

“What are their names?” asked Tomás, just to buy time.

“They don’t have a name yet,” she replied, staring into space. “Give it whatever you want… if you take it.”

Tomás took out his cell phone.

—I’m going to call social services.

“Call,” she agreed. “But it’ll take days for them to do anything. And by then…” She didn’t finish the sentence. There was no need.

They remained silent for a few seconds. The icy wind, the yellow light of the lamppost, the tired cries of the babies. Tomás felt all his order, all his certainties, loosen like a poorly tied knot.

“Why me?” she finally asked, almost in a whisper.

“Because he’s good… and because he’s here,” the woman replied. “What more reason do you need?”

I had no logical answer. None that could hold up in front of those two small bodies shivering with cold.

Without realizing when he had made the decision, Tomás noticed that he had reached out for the baby the woman was carrying on her right. She gently cradled him in her hands, as if she were handing over something sacred. The child weighed almost nothing. He smelled of sour milk and the street.

“Are you sure about this?” Tomás asked, his voice subdued.

“No,” her eyes filled with tears again. “But I have no other choice.”

The baby stopped crying for a moment and looked at him with enormous, dark eyes that seemed to ask who this stranger was who was holding him. Tomás felt the whole world shrink to the size of that gaze.

“How do I find her afterwards?” he managed to say.

“Don’t look for me,” she replied, taking a step back with the other baby. “Just take care of him.”

And before he could react, she turned around and walked off into the darkness of the street.

“Wait!” shouted Thomas.

But the woman’s figure vanished into the shadows, the other child pressed against her chest. In a matter of seconds, Tomás was left alone under the lamppost, with a baby he didn’t know, nameless, undocumented, with no history, except for the one that had just begun on that corner.

The child let out a small whimper, then a tired cry. Tomás held him close to his chest, unsure what to do. Before, the most unexpected thing in his life had been a court hearing moved up or a client canceling an appointment. Now he held in his arms a life that depended entirely on him. And he didn’t know it yet, but that night wasn’t just going to change his routine: it was going to change forever what he understood by family.

On the way home, he drove like he had a bomb about to explode in the back seat. He glanced at the baby in the rearview mirror at every stoplight. The child was breathing strangely, with a wheezing sound that frightened him.

“Don’t die, please…” he murmured, surprised to hear his own voice break. “Not here, not now.”

His apartment greeted him as always: quiet, tidy, perfect. But for the first time, that order felt hostile. He laid the baby on his crib, turned on all the lights, and stared at him, unsure where to begin.

“You need food… and I have no idea how to feed you,” he admitted.

She searched on her phone for “what does a two-month-old baby eat” and encountered a whole new universe of terms: formula, feedings, sterilizing bottles. None of that was in her legal codes.

It was almost eleven at night when he rushed out to the 24-hour pharmacy, clutching the baby to his chest. He bought formula, bottles, diapers, wipes, a pacifier, and even a couple of cheap onesies he saw hanging near the register. The cashier looked at him with a mixture of tenderness and curiosity.

“Is this your first child?” he asked.

Thomas hesitated.

“Something like that,” he replied, because even he didn’t know exactly what that child meant to him.

Back home, she tried preparing the bottle following the package instructions. The baby was crying so hard her hands were shaking. The first time the milk was too cold, the second time too hot.

Desperate, he called his sister Patricia, who lived in Guadalajara.

“Tomás, do you know what time it is?” she grumbled as she answered.

—Patti, I need your help. I have a baby.

There was silence on the other end.

“What did you do?” he finally asked, alert.

—Nothing. It’s… a long story. Just tell me how to get her to drink her milk. She won’t stop crying.

Between scoldings and incredulous questions, Patricia patiently explained everything: the ideal temperature, how to hold him, how to change his diaper. Tomás discovered that this little ticking time bomb crying in his bed produced things no one had warned him about, and that changing a diaper wasn’t as simple as it looked in commercials. He ended up soaked, the baby crying, and the room a complete mess.

But after several attempts, the baby finally began to suck on the bottle. The crying transformed into a soft, almost grateful sound. Tomás felt the muscles in his back relax for the first time in hours. When the little one fell asleep, surrounded by makeshift pillows, he collapsed onto the sofa, exhausted, without even taking off his tie.

The following hours were a kind of intensive and brutal training: crying at four in the morning, a diaper change at six, another feeding at eight. At the time he usually left for the law firm, Tomás was standing in the middle of his living room with deep dark circles under his eyes, a bottle in one hand and a baby glued to his shoulder.

“I have to go to work,” he told the boy, who looked at him with wide eyes. “What am I supposed to do with you?”

That was the beginning of the chaos. Nannies came and went, startled by the crying; curious neighbors asked where the baby had come from; a social worker from DIF knocked on his door demanding explanations. Tomás’s order crumbled amidst dirty diapers, unwashed bottles, and legal forms.

When Ms. Hernández told him he had to take the baby while “the situation was investigated,” Tomás felt something inside him break. The child, whom he had already unconsciously begun to call Diego, was no longer just a problem to be solved: he was the first person who made him get up in the middle of the night without complaining and smile at babbling that meant nothing… and yet meant everything.

“Give me an hour,” she begged the social worker. “Just one hour to find your mother.”

That’s how she ended up at “Casa de Esperanza,” a women’s shelter, and heard the name Lucía Morales for the first time. She learned that Lucía had had twins, that she had left without saying anything, that someone had seen her hanging around the market. And a few hours later, in a small park nearby, she saw her sitting on a bench, holding the other baby, thinner and more tired than that night under the lamppost.

When Tomás got out of the car with Diego in his arms, Lucía turned pale.

“I didn’t come to take it from you,” he said, before she could run away. “I came to help you.”

The three of them sat down: Tomás, the social worker, and Lucía, each holding a baby in her arms. The twins looked at each other as if they recognized one another and stretched their little hands toward each other.

Lucía told her story, shattered into pieces: Raúl, the man who was affectionate at first and then turned violent; the shouting, the threats, the fear; the decision to flee while pregnant; life on the streets; the closed doors at the DIF (Family Services), at the hospitals, at the overflowing shelters. Her voice barely emerged, but each word weighed like a stone.

“I thought that if I gave one to someone good, at least one would be saved,” he confessed, without looking at them.

Tomás listened with a lump in his throat. He had spent his life analyzing contracts and measuring risks, but he had never considered the risk of being so alone as to have to choose between his own children.

“What if the three of them come with me?” he blurted out suddenly, almost surprising himself.

Lucía looked at him as if he were crazy. The social worker raised her eyebrows.

“Only until we sort out the paperwork,” Tomás added. “I have the space. The babies need to be together. She needs a safe place.”

There were many questions, much mistrust, many visits from the DIF (National System for Integral Family Development). But in the end, that was the image that began to change everything: two babies asleep next to each other in Tomás’s bed, and two adults sitting on the floor, exhausted, staying awake so they wouldn’t fall.

Life afterward was not easy. Lucía cleaned the house almost furiously, as if waging war against every trace of misery she had ever known. Tomás went to and from work with the feeling of leading two parallel lives: the serious lawyer who resolved important cases and the clumsy man who was learning to change diapers, to prepare bottles at the exact temperature, to distinguish between cries of hunger and cries of sleepiness.

Raúl’s arrival was like a storm crashing into a house that was just beginning to stand upright. The banging on the door, the shouting from the hallway, the veiled and open threats, the fear in Lucía’s eyes, the scar on her arm when she rolled up her sleeve. Tomás, who had always believed his job was to argue with words, found himself clenching his fists and calling 911, his voice thick with rage.

Then came new locks, complaints that Lucía hesitated to file, patrols that promised to keep watch, sleepless nights with the restless babies who breathed in the adults’ fear. The pressure of the system also arrived: the social worker who kept repeating the word “stability,” the lawyers who spoke of “custody,” “adoption,” “loss of rights,” as if they were dealing with property and not the lives of two children.

It was in one of those meetings, in front of attorney Vargas, that Lucía proposed giving up custody so that Tomás could adopt the twins.

“If I’m not there, it will be easier,” she said, her voice breaking but determined. “They’ll be safe with you.”

Tomás felt something burning inside him.

“No,” he replied, more resolute than he had ever felt. “I’m not going to take your children away from you to ‘fix’ a file. They need you. And I need you in this too.”

That night, Lucía tried to leave with a small suitcase. He took it from her almost by force, not violently, but with a stubbornness she hadn’t seen coming.

“You’re the mother who fled to the streets so no one would sell them,” she told her. “The one who gets up every morning even though she’s exhausted. The one who learned to sew again to give them a future. Do you really think that makes you a bad mother?”

Lucía burst into tears. Through her tears and fear, Tomás promised her something he had never dared to promise anyone before: “You won’t fight alone.”

The court hearing was the most tense moment of the whole story. The judge, serious and distant. The papers on the table. The DIF’s recommendation to grant custody to Tomás with visitation rights for Lucía. The heavy silence that followed.

When Lucía spoke, she was trembling. Even so, her words filled the room with brutal honesty: she spoke of the streets, of fear, of guilt, of her love for her children, of the decision to give one of them up because it was the only way she saw to save him. She said she had made mistakes, yes, but that her children were not one of them.

“I don’t want to see them only on weekends,” she finished, her eyes filling with tears. “I want to continue being their mom every day, even if our family doesn’t look like the ones in fairy tales.”

Thomas stood up then. He didn’t have a prepared speech, but he was certain of what he wanted.

“Your Honor,” he said, “I want to adopt Diego and Mateo, but I don’t want to do it alone. I don’t want a family built by erasing their mother. I want us to be recognized for what we already are: a family that chose each other. Not by blood or papers, but by love and by daily choice.”

The judge remained silent for a long time. He ordered a recess. He gave them an hour to think it over.

Sitting on a park bench in front of the courthouse, with the twins asleep in their strollers, Lucia asked Tomas if he had been serious.

“What do you think?” he replied.

She looked at the children, then at him. In her eyes there was no longer just fear; there was something new, electric and fragile at the same time: trust.

“I think so,” she whispered. “And I also think I want that too.”

The following months confirmed the judge’s decision: shared custody, Tomás as the adoptive father, Lucía as the biological mother with all her rights. Legally, it was a complicated matter to explain. In practice, they were what they had always been since that night: four people who had decided not to let go.

Tomás’s house no longer resembled a decorating magazine. Toys were scattered on the floor, drawings were stuck to the refrigerator, there were two cribs at first, then two small beds, tiny clothes hung on the chairs, and a sewing machine hummed almost all day in what used to be the guest room. Lucía set up her own mini-workshop. He was still a lawyer, but now his nights were filled with bedtime stories and homework.

Five years later, Diego stood in front of his class with a crumpled sheet of paper in his hands to read about his family. Tomás and Lucía watched him from the back of the room, with Mateo sitting restlessly between them.

“My family is different,” the boy began, serious like his father when he speaks at meetings. “My father isn’t blood-related to me, and my mother didn’t have money when I was born, but they have everything I need.”

Lucía put one hand to her mouth. Tomás squeezed her other hand.

Diego spoke of quesadillas, colorful threads, soccer games in the living room, stories told with strange voices, and afternoons when the house was filled with noise—but beautiful noise. He said his family had chosen itself, that it hadn’t come from a book or a perfect photograph, but from brave and sometimes very difficult decisions.

“Sometimes people ask if we’re a ‘real’ family,” she read, making air quotes with her fingers. “I always say yes, because when I’m sick they take care of me, when I’m happy they rejoice with me, and when I’m scared, they protect me. Isn’t that what a family does?”

When he finished, the room erupted in applause. Diego ran toward them, hoping for approval, and found it in the form of tight hugs and frantic kisses.

On the way to the ice cream shop, the twins argued about which flavor was better. Lucía and Tomás walked a few steps behind, more slowly.

“Did you imagine this that night?” she asked. “When you saw me under the lamppost…”

Tomás chuckled softly.

“That night I thought I was going to take the baby home, call an institution, and that in a few days everything would be back to normal,” she admitted. “I had no idea that ‘normal’ was going to start meaning something else.”

Lucia glanced at him out of the corner of her eye.

-And now?

“Now,” he said, watching the children walk ahead of them, “I don’t think I’d change a thing. Not the sleepless nights, not the hearings, not the patrols, not the toys on the floor.”

They remained silent for a moment, listening to the twins’ laughter.

—Sometimes I wonder if we really are a “normal” family —she said.

“We’re not,” Tomás replied, smiling. “We’re something better: we’re a family that chose each other.”

That night, when the children were already asleep in their beds, Tomás stopped at the door of the room and looked at them for a moment. Diego was breathing deeply, his curly hair disheveled on the pillow. Mateo was asleep on his back, with one hand open as if he were holding something invisible.

Lucia appeared beside him, resting her head on the frame.

“Do you regret anything?” he asked in a low voice.

Tomás thought about the law firm, his old silent apartment, the nights of perfectly ordered solitude, that corner under the lamppost, the woman trembling with two babies in her arms.

“You’re welcome,” he finally said. “Absolutely nothing.”

She smiled, tired and happy.

The house was far from perfect: there was always something out of place, bills to pay, problems to solve, fears to face. But they had the most important thing: they had time, love, and the daily decision to keep choosing each other. And that, for them, was stronger than any blood tie, more solid than any document signed in a courtroom. It was, simply, family.